Lately I have been busting my ass in school, I'm glad I have one more and then I'm done. I know I passed both my classes, and honestly they were...okay, I sorta hated waking up early in the morning and my English class was sort of a pain...I sat next to someone who wasn't even interesting in class and kept interrupting...nearly pissing me off.

Anyway, my situation always had something to do with money, living on your own is kinda hard...especially when you don't have parents to support you, I have family....but one of them has a life of his own and he does his best to help, my cousin helps too, but she kinda goes to tell my aunt who then throws a negative...but lately as of now I stopped honestly caring about it...maybe it's because I'm use to it or she's...always wrong.

Anyway, my cousin helps me with my gas situation, I was almost at empty but she took me to the gas station and I got a full tank, and not only that I was excited because my day of school was almost over, I finally did some food shopping and got my tank full but BAM! Low and behold, my sister is here to visit and I'm glad she's here but there's one thing that sorta bothered me.

I had to go food shopping and get gas that day and she stood over...and when it's me just me and my brother the food doesn't go away that quickly, I don't eat much my brother does...but he barely leaves a mess, neither do I...I'm the neat freak in the house too, my sister....I just can't.

Not only that she did the RUDEST thing I have ever seen her do and technically stole my car, even though I said yes. I let her borrow my car and she said she was only gonna use it for an hour...so I thought she was going to her friends house which isn't far but I was also half asleep around the time she asked me, so I didn't really pay attention. She was gone for more than an hour...it was at least 3 or 4 hours, I checked the car...I know it seemed rude but it is my car and I have every right to see just how much gas she used since she was gone for a long time...and what pissed me off was it was at a HALF OF TANK WHEN I JUST...JUST GOT IT FULL!
I know it's not a big deal but come on...why would you do that? I asked where she went and told her the gas is at a half of tank, I just filled it up and she gets a fuckin' attitude..Really?! Fuckin' really? This is MY car, which I paid MY money for the gas, I take very good care of it and make sure my gas tank is full, I don't drive far unless I need to...she drove far btw, she drove some place far off Jersey, still was in Jersey but she drove all the way up North...I don't know what, but she used a half a tank to get there...which I ever found nearly impossible but I could be wrong...Sometimes it doesn't really take a half a tank to get there...maybe a quarter or even a slight pinch but again I dunno...I could be wrong but I know it can't be a half a tank.

I have a gift card for a gas station to get gas...so I'm not too pissed about it, but still...I could have used it for AnimeNEXT since I am taking my car...and I am this time because now I can't trust my sister with my car anymore, the one day I finally have a full tank and school is almost over and you use HALF is messed up. I did use some gas before also, but that was to drive mt brother to and from school and myself to school, and go food shopping but those places are not too far from where I am, she on the other hand drove all the way up north.

I'm gonna fill probably before or after school or probably after she leaves so she doesn't use up my gas. She's been taking advantage of me and I'm getting ticked off about it. She makes a mess, she's an extra to feed and she gets an attitude whenever I'm telling her that what she did was rude...all she can say is that I can ask for more money for gas (Because my cousin gives me money for things since he's in charge of my deceased father's money)
Which...why would I do that? If I JUST got it filled..I dunno...I just felt like ranting about it, I do have the money to fill it back up but still...she could have at least filled it back or thought about paying me back...I know it's family but still...we have limitations